I'm not sure exactly which section of the forum this belongs in, but it's a testimony/advice type of thread. To begin with, I'm a 16 year old male and there's this one girl that is incredible and I can't get over her or stop thinking about her. I know that this is spiritually unhealthy, but even after 3 years, I'm still obsessing over her. We know each other, but we were never friends or anything. However, about a year back I wanted an end to my constant sadness because I was not with her. So, I asked God in earnest one night to give me a sign that will tell me if she will be my future wife or not. After a little while of praying and crying, I was ready to ask for a sign. I asked God that if a red ring of light flashes in my eyes 3 successive times while they are closed, then she will be my wife. The reason I made that the sign is because I had seen these rings of light when my eyes were closed before, but they were white in color. Amazingly, a few moments later this very thing happened! At first, I was very joyful, relieved and thankful to God. But as time passed, I began to question if this miraculous sign from God was legit or not. For example, what if he was just testing me or did not mean the sign as I meant it? As well, these 'flashes' that I see when my eyes are closed happens to me sometimes even when I'm not praying to God, but the light is usually white in color. However, when God answered my prayer, the 3 flashes of light were the color red. Most of the time, these quick flashes go off while I'm trying to get to sleep, so it must be a natural occurence when you close your eyes. I am struggly with a bit of doubt if this sign was truly from God or if it really means that I'm marrying her, even thought it is quite obvious that God had answered my prayer. So, I have a list of questions that I would like one or more persons to answer if you all can help me out please. They are listed below. Thanks for reading! If you have any questions yourselves about this thread, feel free to ask. 1. Does anyone know what I'm talking about when I describe these flashes of white or red light when my eyes are closed? 2. If God truly meant it as a sign that she will be my future wife, then why couldn't he tell me in a clearer manner, such as coming to me in a dream, so that I wouldn't struggle with doubt? 3. Why would God reveal something like this to me when Jesus says in the Bible that a wicked and evil generation looks for a sign? If it is not good to ask such a sign from God, then why would he give the sign that I requested to me? 4. Finally, why didn't God give me future signs to confirm that the first one was real? I asked him for a second sign a few months ago, and I have asked him these very same questions to him myself, but he has not revealed the answers to them yet.